The ‘Bubbles’ of Time and Space…

Its raining tonight, I wonder how long has it been since the last time I actually ‘enjoyed’ this weather. Nowadays the nostalgia that I used to get whenever it rained doesn’t feel the same anymore. Maybe because I’m running out of time, or simply because I just don’t have much to think or feel about concerning the past.

Somehow  things have changed a lot over the years; yet in some way nothing much did. I can’t explain that last sentence, I myself am ‘lost’ right now.

Ever had those moments? I mean, you know you have been through a lot of transitions in life for the past, say, 5 or so years. Yet you can’t help but feel like you have been static all this time; unmoving, unevolving, unaltered, not physically, or spiritually; nor mentally. Somehow you even feel, in such an enigmatic way that even ‘time’ doesn’t ‘move’ with you.

Purpose, that is an ‘anchor’ that we all could  use in this unending, bizarre & subconsciously manifested realm in which some of us are experiencing. Though, I know it will ‘pass’ as is should be for everyone else, maybe one day when my ‘time’ comes and  snatch me far away to  an immaterial plane of non-existence, while simultaneously clinging unto a galaxy in which the only known intelligent(just because we’re at the top of the food-chain) sentient being would be one that happens to be a carbon-based life form.

Looking outside my window, its’ still raining. But I’m not just looking at the rain~drops(not like I can identify each raindrops that falls mind you); nor am I smelling the wet-earth or the feel of the cold night breeze; it’s more like I’m being a part of it all.

“Yeah, someone is really losing his marbles. “ Don’t blame you for saying that, or thinking that way. I kinda’ think the same. But then again when some is losing his marbles, that person wouldn’t know he is losing his marbles in the first place, would he? Even if a shrink tells him so.

Let me see, how do I put it…it’s like…like being stuck in a ‘bubble of time and space’ while everyone and everything around you kept living, moving, changing within their own existences.

But then again, who knows; it is a long road …and it gets harder to see as you tread upon; so tread lightly whenever you can. Yes it’s true, when you tend to have so many of these questions; one tends to get lost in ones’ own world.

And as your journey gets hazy, you can’t help but feel disoriented from all that life throws at you.

And as day turns to night, the more precarious your journey will be… the path stretches and coils out to the ends too far for the eyes to see. I’m not looking for a light at the end of the tunnel. Cause right now I feel like I am that tunnel.

I could care less about that light, knowing where I am headed…

What I’m looking for is… peace within thy self…Not much to ask eh?

Cheerz you ‘blogo-heads’ & see you on the ‘other’ side…

And the countdown is almost at its’ end…

I do not want to but I have to… I simply do,

Not caring for what has or have or had been, neither of what people thinks too;

Should I wait a little longer for it to pass?

But that would be much of the opposite wouldn’t it lass?

To come and go when people aren’t looking,

To listen to peoples chatter and see if anyones’ peeking,

to this hearts content it’ll soon come for sure,

for this souls’ burdens are lifted for thy hath found thine own closure.

Halloween is here for those that likes it,

Another night for frights and parties and maybe a midget,

So maybe you fancy a Ju-On or a ‘Jason’,

Just remember the Joker is too common or even taken.

But I am not here to tell you what to wear,

Heck you can go wearing a ‘birthday-suit’ for all I care,

So many things I wish to share,

Alas I can’t, I shan’t and maybe I do not dare.

So I leave you with this riddle,

Just something for your mind to ‘fiddle’,

When XQ empties 6-shots of the 16th century,

You’ll find out that he’s bit’ different than what you’d normally see.

Hint: Likeness to two actors which were voted TWICE by FHM as . . . . . .

ok thats’ a crappy hint, but even the hint is a give-away so I know you’ll understand…ngee hee hee tee hee hee

A little cough-syrup and a little of something else…BBQ TiMe

Errr… feel a bit tired ah to write about it.. let the pics ’speak’ for me about what transpired last night… ngee hee hee.. man I missed so much of the lambs owh, so cepat abis leeeh… u guys memang kuat makan… LAWLZ!!

And so ends the night… errr.. morning.. arrived at home around 5-ish? not sure…Thanks Dino for the BBQ, awesome host,  Jacq & WC for your errr..awesome cocktail. And all that I can remember list here lah(sorry if got typo ah…. I was on ‘Mars’ than to Venus than back to Earth all at once that night )

Those that attended, Maddok Rainer, Daniel, Beverly, Ling, Ki-Chan, Rosalyn(this might be typo,dunno, 540 izzit?), Chucky, Diasranford, Bernard, Bakaneko, Nick(falle-none, hehe), Julian, Fara, Raz, errr.. ok I’m not that good with names ah.. and my brain bit’ fuzzy…

And that wraps it up… so buh byez..till next time….

P.S: Stay tuned.. cos’.. its like.. 4 Days to Go.. and rileks ah Rainer… I just love ‘bubblin’ them dialogues on people… ngee hee hee.. memang doktor hebat ko malam tuh!